Hi there, Kevin here (RDNZL999). Sorry to hear you didn't manage to keep quit but at least you're trying again. I've lost count of the number of times I've tried to quit over the past 30+ years - it must be at leat twice a year, so you shouldn't feel too bad about it as long as you realise that it is not good to smoke and are willing to try again.
Every time time I quit and start again I feel like sh?t and stupid and have been ridiculed by other smokers who tell me I'm a smoker for life and seem to get a laugh out of watching me struggle. I don't give up though and one day I'll beat this addiction (hopefully this time).
I'd bet that most people on the forum have tried quitting and failed on more than one occasion so don't feel as though you are the first person to fail
Get posting and keep in touch !!!!!!!